| The Lord
is so good and so merciful, even though we are so undeserving.
Deliverance is an awesome thing, it gives you a small taste of the
incredible power of God when it happens to you.
I started smoking when
I was 14 and never slowed down after the first one. For the past
year I have been asking God to take the cigarettes from me, I really
wanted to quit, but not if I had to put forth too much of an
effort. I didn't want to smoke any more, but I didn't want it to
cost me anything, I didn't want to go through any pain or suffering from
the withdrawal, I just wanted to wake up some morning and have it gone,
nice and easy. That didn't happen, so I actually tried to quit
myself. I went almost three weeks without actually smoking a whole
cigarette, I did have a few puffs here and there most every day, then I
broke down and smoked a whole one and that was it, I was back at it full
blast again.
31 days ago today I determined in my mind that God was more important to
me than the cigarettes and that no matter what it took I was going to
quit. That was on Tuesday night. I decided to fast for
strength, this time I didn't even ask God to take them from me, I asked
Him for the strength to do it. I had a battle all that next day
but I never gave in, not even for a little puff. At church that
night I told a friend that I was determined to quit this time, she had
the congregation pray for me that night. After church I didn't
even want one but I never thought much about it. Then Thursday
morning when I woke up I didn't want one, not even a craving,
nothing. I have not had one craving for a cigarette in the past 30
days. Every once in a while the thought would cross my mind, but
ever a craving.
I give all the praise and all the glory to God, I did not quit smoking,
I was gloriously DELIVERED!! You are my EVERYTHING Lord
Jesus, You are my strength when I am weak, You are my Healer when I am
sick, You are my Savior, You are my Deliverer, You are my Friend and I
Love You. I thank You for all You have done for me and I give you
ALL Praise and ALL Glory.
PRAISE THE LORD!!! |